Saturday, March 1, 2014

Rooftop Garden

Something I wrote last year for one of my writing classes. Enjoy!


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 Her hand reached around the blade of grass, so fragile and weak. It was still dotted with the morning fog that had wrapped around the hills, ensnaring the cityscape in an almost cryptic allure. She smiled and gently pressed the green foliage over her fingertips. The rooftop garden was a beauty, even now having gone years without someone to watch over its growth.

In the absence of caretaker it had run rampant, creating a scene that reminded her of a storybook she'd once found in the remains of a bookstore. Of a leopard that roamed in a rainforest, the way the huge branches dipped towards the forest floor. Much like the vines that dripped into the gravel underneath Mina's feet, curling and unraveling in spindly threads. She especially liked how the roses in the planter boxes had broken free from their confines, forming large overgrown bushes that poked over the side of the building. The blossoms themselves were like droplets of crimson from the spectator's point of view on the roadside five stories down.

Mina walked over to the fountain and watched the reflection of the clouds overhead, their mighty formations a preclude to the oncoming storm brewing just out at sea. And as the young lady pushed away a few strands of her ebony bobcut she could peer onto the distant strikes of bright light against the contrasting wall of billowing black.

How poetic.

Would it be the last storm she'd ever see?

Her gaze shifted downward and she adjusted the pistol in her right hand. The cold metal tingled against her palm, the aftereffects of firing such a powerful weapon. Would she have to do so again? So soon? Of course she would... What sort of question was that? She holstered the piece in the side of her boot, the adrenaline having fallen away only minutes before. And now the fear was beginning to seep in. It was a quiet torment that pressed deep into her soul the moment the rage and the gunfire had stopped and it was only her left standing. Only her and her opponent lying quietly against the cool marble of the lobby below.

His blood had spilled out from the hole in his neck, painting the ivory surface scarlet. She'd killed before, but always at a distance. Never having the opportunity to look her attacker in the eye. This time though she had no choice, but to walk over and gaze into his deep blue orbs. They stared back at her just as she would stare up at the sky and see the same. That beautiful azure. And yet this man and the sky were so different. One that continuously gave, to provide a place for the clouds and the stars. The other so consumed with selfishness and destruction.

It was then that Mina returned to the present when she heard the distant pounding on the rooftop door. Two steps away from the fountain and she could view the metallic jarring of the entryway and see the statue she'd pushed in front of it slowly shifting forward. It wouldn't be long now before they broke through. It was time act, to return from her paradise in the overgrown garden and back into the world that was her realty. That she was being hunted by these men and that she was her only source of freedom, her only form of power.

The ebony haired woman raced across the garden and hopped over the oversized tomato plants and thick patch of blackberries to the side of the building. Grimly she realized that the fire escape wasn't on this side and so back she dashed, madly this time. Rounding about the fountain and taking one last look at the callow lilies. And as she ran beyond the doorway she could hear the men calling to her, screaming and promising her a merciless demise.

Mina had no time for them, unless she wanted to expend the remainder of her bullets which were so few already. No, they were not worth the effort and so she wrapped her hands around the cold rust laden ladder and made her way down one floor at a time. The first two floors were easy enough, the third not quite. For it was then that she peered inside the many windows she'd passed along and saw, staring back on her, one of the men.

Had he been waiting for her?! No. She forced herself to look at him and saw he was just as surprised to see her. But their only difference was his gun was already drawn. And as he aimed she let her grip on the ladder falter. The gunfire echoed in her ears, but Mina had gotten off easy. She plummeted and her boots hit the next metal floor, knocking her off balance. She rammed her knees into the grating and cried out as the hard surface pressed into her skin.

Mina was no fool. There was just no time to complain about flesh wounds. She gripped onto the railing and brought herself back up as the bullets whisked through the air around her. Two floors to go, just two more... And she'd be free of them. Adjusting the thick scarf shielding her bare shoulders Mina again took to the ladder and made her way down. By now her attacker had loosed all his bullets and she was free from everything he could throw at her, save his foul words.

The wind had already begun to grow in power, pressing through the alleyway she dropped into and tousling the remains of ancient garbage in half rust eaten cans. Mina only took one glance ahead of her and one toward the back of the alley before she made her decision on which route to take. The girl sucked in her chapped lips and looked up the fire escape. Only now had the men gotten beyond her makeshift barricade.

She smiled inwardly and let her limber legs take her to the back of the brick building she'd successfully descended from and out onto the next street behind it. Here she took a moment to breathe, her brown eyes peering over the abandoned scraps of cars and trucks. A bus that she could have sworn she'd taken before all this had begun. This new world filled with anarchy and decay. Kneeling down she dug into her boot and retrieved the pistol that had been busy rubbing her skin raw She needed to find a new pair socks, perhaps a jacket.

Checking to see if her gun was as full as it could be, Mina hurried down the sidewalk and minded the overgrown weeds creeping up from the gutter and manhole covers. Amazing, how Mother Nature always had a way of taking back what was hers. If only she'd taken care of the remaining bits of street scum perusing Mina. They wouldn't stop their chase, not until she was miles away from this place. That man she'd taken out would surely spark some sort of humanity in their souls, the part seeking revenge for a fallen friend. Even one who was better off dead.

Again Mina took another alleyway route, diving into its darken depths in the hopes of keeping herself from being found. This one had so little to offer her by means of a hiding place, not that she would hide here, no. It was still far too close to those men... So she continued, onto the next street and through a little mini mart on the next corner.

Her eyes scanned over the counter and the aisles, but like a carcass the store had been picked clean. There was nothing for her here, nothing, but a reminder of a life she'd long ago left behind. In this savage wasteland. The young woman hit the employees only door and pressed out through the back of the building, finding that her travels were leading her closer and closer to the hills. Then, she felt it. That first little splash of water across her cheek.

Mina's chocolate irises peered upward and over the sprawling heavens above. The cloud line she'd watched only twenty minutes before had finally rolled in and was hell bent on dropping its cargo. No. No, she couldn't seek out cover, not yet. She had to continue lest those men found her. They'd show her no mercy... She needed to make her way for just a little while longer.

As the droplets began to tumble forth from overhead Mina kept her eyes peeled and her gun cocked. Ever vigilant was she, constantly roving over the cracked streets and broken pavement. Peering up at the empty buildings, once so filled with life and purpose. Now they only posed a problem for her, a place for someone to watch her and track her. Her skin tingled at the thought and she shook back her fear with a shrug of her shoulders. No, the city was no place for her.

Ten more minutes of darting along the darkest corridors and beyond the buildings and Mina was beginning to see that nature in the older suburbs was winning over humanity's machinations. Entire houses were covered in vines and weeds, spilling into broken windows and open doors. Much like the lushes rooftop garden she'd escaped to when she'd been scouting. With nowhere to go, but up when the men had cornered her. And now she was returning to her sanctuary, her place of solace and safety.

A long, heavy sigh escaped her and Mina did what she knew she should never do. The lady dropped her guard and stretched, relinquishing the tense ache that had built up and into her shoulders. She unwrapped the soaked scarf and let the rain clean her tired, dusted frame. Her tank top hung close to her body, sucked in from the water and clinging to her half starved self. Her bones protruded around and about her chest, her jeans that had once fit so well now two sizes too big.

It was only when the rain started coming down in a torrential fit that she ducked into the nearest house that still looked halfway decent. Dripping from head to toe she wandered into the bedrooms, hoping to find a change of clothes. Nothing. Much like the rest of the city, much like her... The house was a skeleton of its former self. Mina made her way back to the livingroom and looked out the broken front door. It would be dark soon, she'd dare not travel then.

 And so the lass moved through the darkened hallway and back into the master bedroom, pulling the remains of what was a moth eaten comforter and a chair cushion underneath the bed and curling up for the night. If she was lucky she'd get a few hours rest.

If she was lucky.




Thursday, February 27, 2014

Diary of a Battle Cleric

"Diary of a Battle Cleric" was actually written a few years back when I first tried D&D with some friends. So, you'll have to forgive me if this isn't very well done. Enjoy! XD

-After the Bloodbath-
Beginning my new life in The Tower and a Journey of Closure. Sort of.

Although I insisted that my psychotic episode was only a temporary transition from the horrific massacre of everyone I’d ever loved at the Monastery to the fresh, wholesome life in my new home the kind Tower Psychologist overlooking my case was quite firm in my keeping some sort of diary. Not used to such log-keeping, I contended that it would only inhibit me in my daily routine and at first outright refused. It was then that I realized how clever mages can be with memory manipulation.

And so as I cradled myself on the floor, engulfed in the stench of burning bodies and my dear sister’s head laughing maniacally at me, I decided to withdraw my previous claim and assured her I would write in it whenever possible. And that I would never be late to any of our meetings. Ever. So here I find myself, with little booklet in tow and pen ready to recollect yesterday’s adventures with the feisty rogue, Raine and the wryly wizard Wing.

It began around morning, where upon I was summoned to the Headmaster’s office and met with Wing. We had encountered each other once before, during the burning of the Monastery and overall genocide of my now undead people, but I was a bit preoccupied at the time. We greeted one another and turned to the dwarven elder that was the lead man of all Tower operations. With condolences, he spoke of the individuals who had escaped from the Monastery. I would have been relieved, but being horrific abominations of nature and it being mine and Wing’s mission to hunt them all down my optimism was low.

Hearing that there was one more individual in our party, Wing led the way to the rogue Raine’s room. I had thought I’d heard quite a bit of rustling from within and when we knocked I was quite surprised to find a rather bare young woman answering. Covered only in what appeared to be a sheet she greeted us with exuberance, if not slightly fatigued. Wing acted rather casual about the situation and I decided to admire the Tower’s architectural ceiling. Quite lovely, really. After Wing was done and the door was closed once more he and I opted to get some breakfast. I made certain to continue admiring the architecture as Raine’s bedfellow galloped down the stairs in even less than what she had previously been wearing.

Taking in my new environment Wing gave me a quick run-through of basic places I needed to know while we waited on our third party member. It wasn’t too long before she appeared, this time fully clothed and happy to share our breakfast. I greeted both her and her little pet warmly, quite delighted to have individuals around me who could take my mind off of my recent…devastating…loss…

OH MY DIETIES, THEY’RE ALL GONE!! THEY’RE ALL GONE AND THEY AREN’T COMING BACK!! THOSE BLOOD-SUCKING FIENDS, CULTIC DEMON-WORSHIPERS!! MAY ARGENTIS FOREVER EMBED THEIR VERY BODIES IN THE TORMENTS OF THE HELLS!! MAY THEY BURN FOR WHAT THEY’VE DONE!! BUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRNNNNN!!!!

Oh. Oh my. I’m sorry. I don’t know where that came from. Anyways…
We all had a lovely breakfast and headed out towards the poverty-stricken outskirts of town. As we got closer to our destination we found there was great devastation surrounding a few of the streets. I took rather close note of this, thinking that perhaps my old friends may have been a part o f the cause to all the destruction. Wing seemed rather preoccupied with his thoughts, but I passed his indifference off as battle preparation. On the other hand, I couldn’t put my foot on why Raine’s eyes kept shifting back and forth. More battle preparation, I figured.

We’d finally reached the building the Headmaster had stated was in question and as requested guards were stationed faithfully around the half-hazard. The structure really was quite damaged and appeared to me that with one miss-step could come toppling down. Of course, as with all Tower business this was the least of our concern. We made our presence known to the guards and took a quick look-around the outer building. With no more to do we strolled right on in and began our search.

Besides the mangled mounds a flesh tied to the ceilings and littered about the beds it had the charm of a noble cottage once nestled in the quiet country. My companions were more interested in the trap door hidden nearby. I quickly offered my assistance with opening the grate and it was nearly accepted. But as Wing pointed out that doors often did not close properly once a battle hammer was rammed right through them we went with lock-picking.


After Raine took care of our little lock problem the wizard summoned an invisible minion to lead us in, complete with invisible arm for torch. It was a rather narrow passage we were led down

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Peppermint, Nettle Pots & Heating Pads: Oh My!

Today was a terribly fun affair as my sinuses pushed down their bitter pill of pain.

I swallowed it up and continued on, hopeful that something would cause it to stop. And after numerous trials of different home remedies and store bought products for sinus pressure and pain I've found a few that help take off the edge.

Breathing in peppermint really opens up your nasal passages, bringing a temporary reprieve from the constant pressure. However, this cure only lasts for a half hour at most. I was using pure peppermint oil for this remedy. And though it was the best aroma ever... It didn't provide the relief I was looking for long term.

The nettle pot that I purchased was shaped, like most are, kind of like a tea pot. I created a saline solution previously myself (just mild salt water), but this time around the nettle pot I bought had a solution with it. I tried it out and pressed the nozzle to my nose. In went the water, up my nostril and out the other side. It wasn't very pleasant, but I could breathe a whole lot better after that. I still can to a degree even now... But it did very little for the sinus headache I was hoping it would hold at bay.

Once I had finished running some errands with HanaChana she allowed me the use of her neck massage pillow. I wrapped that around me, put a heating pad atop it and watched Totoro and for the most part that was enjoyable. Again, it didn't do much for the headache that's still with me.

So... I'm hoping to go to bed early tonight and maybe some sleep might help me feel better tomorrow. If not... back to the ol' drawing board!

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Sinus Headache from Hell & Lemons!

It's almost four in the morning.

I'm exhausted.

My face is soaked and I'm breathing heavy.

Can anyone guess what I've been up to..?




If you guessed "Your head's been under a sheet and your face has been stuck in a glass bowl full of steaming hot lemon water for a half hour"

Well, you'd have guessed right!

This story starts about two hours ago around two in the morning. I woke up to a hotter than normal bedroom and enough sinus pressure to make my eyes bulge for weeks. I sat up, holding back a groan as my nose sought out the source of its troubles.

It just so happened to be breathing in its dog kennel near the end of the bed. The precious Australian Shepherd that hasn't had a bath in ages... Was giving off a stink so fierce that I was reaching for the nearest window and shoving my face through it.

When that didn't work I decided to let her out a little early. She was waaaay too warm in the bedroom and it was pretty nice outside this particular evening. Needless to say, she was happy to get out of the stifling hot room and into open air.

Unfortunately I couldn't join her.

So I opened up all the windows and let some fresh air in to me. And set about trying to get rid of my sinus pressure and the horrid headache that had come in with it. Cue me on Google, seeking out home remedies for both pressure and headache...

And then I found a couple of lovely gems!

Not only is steam great for alleviating sinus pressure, but adding lemons to it can also clear out some nasty stuff up in your nasal cavity. So up went my makeshift tent after I had boiled some water and added some fresh lemons into it...

I brought the metal bowl close to my face and breathed in deep for a good, long while. And poof! Not too much longer after that I felt the pressure alleviating and the pain subsiding. And my pores enjoyed the lemon water too!

Not wanting to waste any bit of what I'd made I headed over to the shower and stepped in, pouring the lemon water over my  feet. Hey, if it can help my sinuses it wouldn't harm my feet any!  And with all that done I made myself one more thing. A simple glass of lemon water for myself to drink. It didn't taste very good, but it's supposed to help as well.

So...that was my very, very early morning regimen. And I'm thinking of making it a weekly event... Only...at a more reasonable hour.

So now it's time for me to go back to bed.

Night!

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Bleh Weekend

This weekend was pretty bleh for me and I remained in bed for most of it. Thank goodness I was so productive on Friday, my body just gave out Saturday and Sunday. I need to change so many things about my life because the lousy immune system that I have is ridiculous for someone my age.

I guess it comes with the turf of having such a stressful life, but the people in it aren't going away and neither am I so I have to find some way to help myself stay healthy.

I can't say that I don't count myself lucky though. I've had some wonderful times in my near twenty-five years. I've gone places I never thought I'd possibly go. Met those who have contributed to my inspiration in ways I had never thought of.

When I feel so bleh and so sickly I always get down on myself and that isn't good for me. I end up thinking that I need to be more productive, happier and that I need to work harder than ever toward my goals. I'm too sensitive about things, too easily swayed by external forces. I think I do far too much inflection, but it's what I'm good at.

I know everyone has a moment where they doubt themselves, but the important thing is that they keep moving forward regardless.

I just want to make sure I'm moving toward the right things.

There's no time for regrets or second guesses anymore.